amanda_massacre

Last night was quite and adventure...I'm not really sure how to describe it..weird, awkward, fun, random..all of those could easily describe what went down last night =P

Still confused about the boy situation, BUT! He did clarify some things for me, so I'm just going to take what he has said AND what my besty is telling me and go from there...hopefully my heart won't be hurt in the process...

Today sucked...I feel like I'm just being used sometimes...
I've developed feelings for a guy who I feel like maybe I'm just another notch in his bedpost to...and my parents disapprove of my every decision.

Is this what life has to offer? Because honestly? I don't want anything to do with it if that's the case...